Lady Of the Lake 3

What is the name for luck? Or is it no luck, is it the gate to heaven? Does it exist? "If I allow myself to believe, it exists. And I can go through and enter heaven," thought Anastazie. Entering heaven means everything is possible. Or not?

"Why do they think I am selfish? I just want to help and have some reward for it," Andel tried to understand. Struggling to solve this problem he had to accept some truth about himself and accept help. When can he see the fruits of his effort? Can he at all?