This place that I have found myself in, a place called prison is a dark place not just physically but mentally. This place where I will be till the day I die is a place that will destroy your mind, your hopes, and your dreams. Every day when they close those bar doors you see the light of freedom slip away. You sit in your cell with thoughts of the outside world and every crime you have committed comes to mind in details. You live your life over and over again. The nightmares goes on and on. The only glimmer of relief is the letters and visits from Gina. I know one day she will meet someone and move on with her life. When that happens that little sparkle of life outside of these walls will be gone. Then the darkness will engulf the light. Even though there is no hope for me my fate is sealed time goes on.