Quidam

Love, life, death, drugs, gain, loss, sex violence. This is a memoir of a strange life.

A young boy loses his family. He finds with an older woman at age 15 but loses her to a ghastly suicide two years later. Living a secret life of drugs and sexual debauchery, he finds love again. But, then he must learn to deal with the humiliation and dismissal by the great love of his life. Forced to travel to exotic and mundane places to commit horrible crimes for his country to protect the woman who destroyed him and keep his secrets and those of other women who treated him more kindly.

Like the Shadow, he knows what evil lies in a man's heart. He has felt it himself.