How long have you kept this secret to yourself? How long have you kept the secret that this man sexually abused you?
Whether it was a couple of months ago, or a couple of years ago, nothing has changed, you still are as angry about what this monster did to you, then when it first happened. He may have told you that he would hurt your family if you told on him. He may have even told you that he would kill you if you told on him.
But none of these things happened, and nor did he intend for these things to happen, because he just wanted everything to just go away. He wants the memories of what happened between you and him to go away. And most of all, he wants you to just go away.
He doesn’t care if you go away and go to school. He doesn’t care if you go away and live with your parents in a different city. He doesn’t even care if you die. He just wants you to go away.
But you did not go away. You may have even tried to take your life, but you are still alive. You are alive, and may have been living in secret, living in shame, living in fear, and living in all sorts of emotional pain. Until now, and no more. It is time child. Speak up child and be saved.