32 Lessons from 8 Years Lost in Medicine: How I Learned Who I Was from a Life I Was Not (Unabridged‪)‬

He graduated from medical school. He completed a medical residency. He earned his board-certification in psychiatry. And get this, Ryan never wanted to be a doctor.

This book is Ryan's journey back to wholeness from an unfulfilling life as a physician. Prepare yourself, he writes with rigorous honesty. He shares what it took, which was nothing short of everything he had.

Ryan wants you own a life you love, a life you love waking up to, and a life you'll remember without regrets. As you'll come to find out, a life like that doesn't come cheap. For Ryan, it only cost $200,000 in student loans and eight years of higher education; a price he'd happily pay again. "...this is a testament to aliveness, to the part of me that refused to die and always endured. The part that never ceased the search for meaning, love, relationship, and purpose. The part that demanded I go for it. The part that, here and now, is grateful for everything."