Letters To The Little Girl Inside of Me

In “Letters To The Little Girl Inside of Me,” it expresses the war between my adult self and my adolescent self. The woman that I had become was trying to let go of things that no longer served purpose, and the little girl was clinging to certain patterns because that’s all she’s ever known. There was a compelling to change things but there was no idea or plan on how to change. God appeared quieter than He had ever been. After months of overthinking, multiple questions, and overwhelming stress, it was decided to turn the mirror inward. In all honesty, running was better than facing myself. The wounds couldn’t heal because the focus was always elsewhere. Eventually the surrendering process had to occur in order to heal, change, let go, forgive myself and others, to allow God access to deal with me. It was ok to relearn lessons obtained through church as well as life.