Now is Not to Wonder Why Now is Time to Do or Die 2015 Diary Entries

The 2015 Diary of a woman going from living an ordinary life full of ups and downs to a life changing event, turning the world known to an unknown commodity. Being diagnosed with Neuroendocrine Cancer of the Pancreas was to me just another diagnosis. Most of my family had died with cancer so I was not surprised and continued on with my life as usual. We all know from the moment of birth we begin to die.We just do not know when or where or the time. I must admit that the world looked and felt different. I could either keep living an ordinary life and accept that death is coming, or give up and stop doing the things I did before and die sooner. In the upcoming  2016 Diaries the reader will see I chose to live an ordinary life in the face of death. However, I did notice small insignificant things more. Each day was a gift and I accepted the gift with gratitude. Living longer, grieving for the old me but grateful to be different and to appreciate that God had given me many gifts, the two most important, two beautiful children.

Join me on my journey.