Hadley says she hates her brother.
But I know the truth.
She hates that she loves him.
Because it’s hard to love an addict.
Honestly, I don’t even love myself most days.
But I can see her falling for me.
She doesn't know her brother and I are cut from the same cloth, though.
She doesn’t know I’ve already lost everything because of my addiction.
She doesn’t know that’s why I push her away.
Why I refuse to claim her, the same way I refuse to reclaim my role as front man for my band.
But she’s testing my limits.
I’m not sure how much longer I can withstand Hadley before I fall for her and ruin us both.
When I do, she’ll never forgive me.
And neither will I.