This is the second of 3 books covering abuse, addiction and recovery and is not for the faint hearted as it is a true representation of my life a real person from a real perspective. This book covers the addiction I went through drugs and alcohol and starts at the end of my first book at 16 years old when I joined the army. Please do not read this book if you are easily offended as it is very graphic and has to be so or no one will understand. This is as real as it gets and will end in my third book the recovery where all will change and be a happier ending. From soldier to addict to brushes with death and the start of my life.