In my forties, at my father's grave side, his funeral. I had feelings of liberation and suffocation.
There was violence all through my childhood. The worst kind of violence.
There was a mystery in my family.
The child's voice is what I knew as a child. I had incidents; no answers.
I was involved with people who did ritual with drugs, alcohol, and masks. From three years old for three years. As a result, I carried terror in my body for a long time.
To get through everything, I had to be truthful of what I saw and how I felt.
During a period of dealing with dark forces, I learned to protect myself.
The twelve step program was a safe place to discover my core issue.
Chapters on body work, eating disorders. dowsing, and the labyrinth. How I used them to heal.
A chapter on insights on sex and sensuality my voice is finally adult and sophisticated.
Nature was a big part of my recovery.
I am hoping my book will open doors all over the world.