I Wanted to Grow Chocolates in the Woods

A Hands-On Forest Bureaucrat Pens an Insightful Memoir


After an illustrious career spanning four decades, in the famed Indian Forest Service, the author introduces readers to a bold, and thought-provoking debut memoir.

The memoir is a delightful ride as a docile, courageous introvert hailing from a middle-class family, explores the maze of bureaucracy and evolves into a passionate, professional forester.


It is a work of deep reflection blended with mesmerizing storytelling and candid honesty. Nothing has been held back from the reader to give the common citizen a vivid picture of the challenging world of a forester along with inner happenings of the Indian bureaucracy.


With unflinching honesty, Dr. Bhalla describes his triumphs and disappointments, both on public and personal fronts. The author’s story proves that nothing can stop a dream in one's heart if one has the courage of conviction and an unstinting belief in oneself. This painful journey of a Bureaucrat pierces your heart.


Several pertinent questions will arise in the reader's mind if citizen expectations are to be met:


• Is a career in bureaucracy a bed of roses or a crown of thorns?

• Is there recognition for excellence and independent thinking?

• Is the current system of the generalist ruling over the specialist effective?

• Does India's bureaucracy have a dark underbelly?

• Dr. Bhalla's memoir is inspirational and mystical. A must-read for civil service aspirants, budding bureaucrats and change leaders.

Taking a cue from the author- Be the change you want to see in the world of bureaucracy.