Live Better from the Inside Out

"Live Better from the Inside Out" is an intense look at the mental, emotional and spiritual battles in the author's life. Inferiority feelings did constant battle with an exterior life that kept the internal terror well-hidden.
Seen from the outside, John's life was filled with peace and activity; hunting, fishing, camping, skiing, golf, bowling, amateur radio, reading... all activities were enjoyed fully and no sense of the awful feelings he felt when alone with his thoughts. Living in a home with great parents only enhanced the apparent well-being of the author. Even during the activities done alone (reading, amateur radio, hunting) he lost himself in the positive aspects of whatever was happening.
Then came those demanding thoughts which produced the enigma of the external and the deep-down inner self. He struggled with self-doubt, massive inferiority and thoughts of his total "alone-ness" in the world.
Over a period of time yet culminating in a moment of miracle, John's spirit learned to accept the fullness and completeness of God into his life. From that time till the present he has understood how to live with the freedom of expression, removing all hindering thoughts. The thoughts and ideas expressed in "Live Better from the Inside Out" are a compilation of the many concepts inherent in all of our lives that keep us in bondage to full freedom.