Mentally in Shock

The family moves to California and the childrens father Deon is back in their life. He constantly beats and starves Sarah Jeans brother Steve because he believes that he is not his son. Deon also beats Rayna, and she justifies against him, resulting in his incarceration. Raynas life spirals downward into drinking and having loud parties that often go on for day. Steady streams of men come into her life, and they physically abuse her like Deon.

Sarah Jeans closest friend dies in a house and this plunges her into depression. She runs away and Rayna beats and starves her for three days. Sarah Jean runs away again and lives in dumpsters. Marcy introduces her to drugs and stealing, and she meets men who rape and beat her. She is send to a Juvenile detention home and then a psychiatric ward. She become pregnant and tries her best to care for her daughter Cindy.