My Unexpected Circumstances‪!‬

Life isn't always as what it seems. One day you have it all together and in a blink of an eye it's all gone to shit. You see my life is full of heartache due to the destruction by my own hands. The consequences of my own actions and the reality that shit never happens the way you want it. Just once I would love for shit to go my way, the way that I actually want it. Now where do I begin?