Purgatory, Or‪?‬

Purgatory, Or? Describes a period in my life when I was trying to determine the differences from being sane or insane and their specific definition that segregate them from each other. Does one intentionally attempt suicide if they are sane? Or? Do people perceive you as insane if you attempt, or actually followthrough with it? Do you fear death, or welcome it? The book represents a part of my life that if I could, I would doover, and the regrets that I can not change even with time. As fictional as it may seem, it is a true event that I was unfortunately a big part of through reality, and unconsciousness.The truly disappointing thing for myself, is I still havent determined the differences I just keep thinking that tomorrow is another day, And maybe, just maybe, I will find the answer. Or?