The devil is hiding into the unconscious

I write ... and i keep writing.
I've already published ... lots of books ... and somehow i
can't stop myself writing.
And ... damn if ... i write so many craps that people already define me ... as being insane.
Also stupid.
Claiming ... they know better who i actually am ... even if ... in fact ... i haven't realised yet ... the real truth about myself.
And ... there are also voices that started to repeat to me ... that i am a devil.
A real one.
But ... unconsciously ... i have the weird feeling ... that i
finally have the tendency of understanding my true nature.
My positive ... but also ... my dark side.
Being ... the clear evidence that i am dominated by ...
duality.
That i am part of it.
And ... the great thing about the one i am today ... is that i am not really denying anymore ... who i am.
I mean ... as a human being ... and as a man acting on the stage of life ... the way i am acting.
Always being into a nonsense emotional balance.
Dominated of emotions, feelings and thoughts ... which i
can't clearly understand ... but i still keep trying to
understand.
Again and again.
Not losing my faith.
Still being optimistic.
Still hoping.
Still expecting as a miracle to happen ... and no matter how many mistakes i am making ... to be one day happy.
Really happy.
Really connected ... on beautiful vibes.