The fight within

This is my upbringing. It is a complete journey of my life living with abusive parents and a family that did not care if I lived or died. I would go day by day not even knowing if I could eat or even go to the doctors. I would face more trials and tribulation than I would think possible. This quote is what I felt most of the time: “I just feel so weird. I can't tell the difference between a lie and the truth. Most memories that are intact, I don't even know if I can trust. I have thought about it a lot. Took time for myself. Yet all it feels like is a void." These feelings would be a long-standing issue for me. I would feel most days depression and some thoughts of ending it entirely. So, this is a struggle for me living and knowing what I have gone through.