Trip Hazard The Grid • Paradise Lost • Deep Reflections • Late Arrival

'Energy visibly crackled as it tore through

the flaming torch-lit fabric weave of remote

Thai beach unabashed. Undulating wildly the

captivating dark sky, land, and seascape closed

in around me, doing little to cloak its luminescence.

'My grid shook, vertices barely held together by the

few remaining sanguine strands of denial. The raw

unbridled source code thumped its way relentlessly

through a restless body and frighteningly egoic mind.

'Breathe, breathe...the constriction was deathly

unbearable...laced with fear…and…dread...breathe

...shallow gulps and gasps of air, painfully drawn

into a frail hypersensitive frame would gradually

ease into the now-familiar bed-fellow of resistance.

With a moment of presence regained another

letting go opportunity could emerge from the foray.

A transitory, yet timeless trusting in the moment.

Suddenly, the lattice gave way to the boundless,

formless, creative potential hidden within.'