Mixed Blessings: Middle (Unabridged‪)‬

The beginning was the best part of my life 'til it was not.

"Everything about the middle part of my life seemed flawed, with every recovered memory becoming a nightmare, right up until the end...maybe."

"I have heard it once said that being in a relationship won't heal you and being single won't kill you but I'm in a relationship of a sort with both men and it has healed me but yet I'm single to a point and it's killing me because I can't choose whom to be with, much less whom to trust. Once I do, what will happen?"