Life on a Blue Horse: Finding Faith, Hope, and Purpose in a Life on the Spectrum (Unabridged‪)‬

 Have you ever felt like everyone around you has it all figured out, and your life is a complete mess by comparison? Have you ever felt like you were just too different, too broken, or that your life was a waste? Even worse: have you ever felt like you were such a mess that you had to clean yourself up before you came to God? I've felt this way a lot in my life. From a young age, I was abused, neglected, told I was worthless, and made to feel like I had nothing to offer anyone, including God. I still feel like I am too much for people. You see, I am autistic, and it has always been a struggle for me to fit in. I have to work very hard to keep myself from feeling too broken or defeated, and I constantly struggle with feeling like I don't have any value. While this book isn't just about autism, there are some things that I've discovered about myself that I pray can help you with whatever you've been through or are currently going through.