I Thought You Loved Me

I never thought that I would end up in such a messy situation. All of my personal "business" had just been spread across the screen of The Mothafuckin' Shade Room. To add insult to injury, they published their little weak ass story on one of the most important days of my career, my very first fucking day of work at a huge community event. This was supposed to be my time to shine and my time to prove to myself and everyone around me that I could do anything that I put my mind to. But instead, it was the day, I lost my best friend and fell in love with my worst enemy.
....Now I will admit, that there was some truth to their story but 90% of their "story" was bullshit, and I have never been more embarrassed and scared in my life. Scared of hurting Autumn, scared of ruining her emotionally, and scared of publicly humiliating her to a point of no return and it disheartens me to say that that is exactly what happened. I ruined everything and she left my ass.