Here I AM

No one likes pain; yet, there is much pain in the world.  There is death, abuse, casualty of war and unnecessary suffering.  It’s everywhere.  All the while, there are several groups of people whom declare it all to be the work of a careless god. 


 


There are groups of people whom declare it to spring up from the cosmic energy of the earth.  There are groups of people whom declare it to spring up from the free will of every man.  Moreover, there is even a prominent group of people whom declare that regardless of the hate, death, and evil in the world there is a loving god waiting for us—there is a God that loves us.   They even move to say that God is present.  


Well, what is He waiting for?  How can God love us?  How can there be a God?  Where is God in all of this pain?  Where was God in all of my pain?  An even better question is: Why is there pain if there is a God?  


Growing up I had a few questions of my own:


Why was I raped?


Why are there rules to Heaven?


Why is a book required to know God?


Why are many Christians hypocrites, teaching one life and living another?


How do I know God is real?


How do I know I can trust the Bible?


Why does God allow the abuse of children?


Why was I abused by a Christian family member?


This book declares my answer!  It gives reference to one being that many Christians do not know.  This one being was giving me an answer throughout the shaping of my life:  Here I Am!


At the pinnacle of my suffering I awakened to a purpose; I realized I was born of royal order.