Darkness Within Her Soul

Some people could live with what decision they have made. Some people could just be okay with everything. I made a bad choice, and I had to live with it forever. I didn’t deserve to be happy. I didn’t deserve to have everything life was meant to give me. I couldn’t be right. It couldn’t be fair and true. I deserved to die. I deserved to rot in hell for all eternity. I felt this way until I met him. He made my life whole again, when everything was endless torment. He was the sunshine within my soul that made everything else seems perfect again. I didn’t know what I’d do without him. I lost so much already. It was so hard for me to love again. I didn’t think I deserved it, but he made me change everything. The sadness was bad. The deep regret I felt was endless. The ghosts of my past kept creeping back inside me.