Julia Dream

Growing up is hard. Even more so when you are forcibly recruited to work for a ruthless government, ruling with an iron fist over the scattered remains of humanity in a post-apocalyptic future. However, you do learn quickly when every choice you make spells the difference between life and death.
Think hard, but not too much.
Conform, but always keep your willpower on display.
Keep your feelings in check, and you may yet survive.