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Publisher Description

The real, untold, and unvarnished story of life inside the legendary Playboy Mansion—and the man who holds the key—from the woman who was Hef’s #1 girlfriend and star of The Girls Next Door.

A spontaneous decision at age twenty-one transformed small-town Oregon girl Holly Sue Cullen into Holly Madison, Hugh Hefner’s #1 girlfriend. But like Alice in Wonderland after she plunged down the rabbit hole, what seemed like a fairytale life inside the Playboy Mansion—including A-list celebrity parties and her own #1-rated television show—quickly devolved into an oppressive routine of strict rules, manipulation, and battles with ambitious, backstabbing bunnies. Losing her identity, her sense of self-worth, and her hope for the future, Holly found herself sitting alone in a bathtub contemplating suicide.

But instead of ending her life, Holly chose to take charge of it.

In this shockingly candid and surprisingly moving memoir, this thoughtful and introspective woman opens up about life inside the Mansion, the drugs, the sex and the infamous parties, as well as what her relationships with her Girls Next Door co-stars, Bridget and Kendra were really like. Holly talks candidly about a subsequent abusive relationship, her own successful television series, and the hard work of healing, including her turn on Dancing with the Stars. A cautionary tale and a celebration of personal empowerment, Down the Rabbit Hole reminds us of the importance of fighting for our dreams—and finding the life we deserve.

GENRE
Biography
RELEASED
2015
June 23
LANGUAGE
EN
English
LENGTH
352
Pages
PUBLISHER
Dey Street Books
SIZE
51.2
MB

Customer Reviews

Jaydey8 ,

Loved it

Couldn’t put it down, I love how 100% honest she writes about her time at the mansion.

Chaveeeee!!!! ,

Very interesting

Enjoyed this book very interesting

SDHUTGHBFF ,

Could not put this book down

Being a fan of the show 'The Girls Next Door', it was amazing to read the real story on what actually went on when the cameras was not rolling. Holly is a wonderful girl and I loved reading her story.

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