Why Are You Hiding, God‪?‬

God, why are you hiding? You created me in this beautiful world and gave me five senses to explore it with, but I can't find you with any of the five senses you gave me. Trying to communicate with you is like using a sixth sense that I don't know how to use. One day I just popped into this world and I can't see how it began and I can't see beyond death, but I still believe someone beyond comprehension had to create this amazing world and me. You must want me to find you; please show me how. I want your love more than I want anyone or anything else.