Negativity seen as a blessing

I explore ... the nonsense, by a long time.
I see the dark side of life.
The dark side of the people which are around me ... and
finally accept that i have a dark side too.
That i act ... many, many times ... as society tells me is ... negatively ... but i don't really mind.
Cause ... today i just smile in front of those perceptions.
In fact ... i laugh.
Again ... and again.
The only difference being that ... i see negativity itself as a real blessing for my life.
Helping me to feel ... alive.
Becoming ... more authentic.
And ... indeed ... connected to my desires, but also to my soul.
To what my inner world is whispering me ... how to act on the stage of the reality.
So ... today all is different.
Yes ... I accept my dark side.
I express it.
I analyse and define it.
Feeling ... that somehow i will redefine all when actually... i will clearly see negativity as ... a blessing, even if it sounds so ... weird.
But ... stopping myself to deny it.
Allow in fact ... to my spirit to enjoy it ... and when i have
enough of all ... but also understand the nonsense ... to
make a change.
And ... redefine myself ... and also my life.
Meanwhile ... everything continues.
Cause i don't interpret life ... in terms as negative and
positive.
Not anymore.
Accepting ... everything ... as experiences ... having the
purpose of changing me as a human being.
So ... yes ... i dare to clam that negativity is a blessing.
But ... we are too blinds to see it ... being so poisoned of lots of dogmatic thoughts ... which society keeps repeating to us.
... stupidly.