If Ever I Fall

’A heart-breaking tale of love, grief and devotion’ THE SUN

‘Exceptionally beautiful, emotionally charged and inspirational’
MIRANDA DICKINSON, Sunday Times bestseller

‘A wonderfully told tale of devastation, grief and ultimately hope’
KATHRYN HUGHES, bestselling author of THE LETTER and THE SECRET

Is holding on harder than letting go?

Dan’s life has fallen apart at the seams. He’s lost his house, his job is on the line, and now he’s going to lose his family too. All he’s ever wanted is to keep them together, but is everything beyond repair?

Maria is drowning in grief. She spends her days writing letters that will never be answered. Nights are spent trying to hold terrible memories at bay, to escape the pain that threatens to engulf her.

Jack wakes up confused and alone. He doesn’t know who he is, how he got there, or why he finds himself on a deserted clifftop, but will piecing together the past leave him a broken man?

In the face of real tragedy, can these three people find a way to reconcile their past with a new future? And is love enough to carry them through?

Reviews

PRAISE FOR IF EVER I FALL

‘The characters are vivid and believable and this makes the reader lose themselves in the story, experiencing a range of emotions. You will need plenty of tissues for this heart-breaking tale of love, grief and devotion’ THE SUN

‘A wonderfully told tale of devastation, grief and ultimately hope, with a narrative that grips from the start and doesn’t let go until the final page.’
KATHRYN HUGHES, bestselling author of THE LETTER and THE SECRET

'A wonderful trip-hopping path through family relationships, death and bereavement that keeps you guessing to the turn of the last page. S.D. Robertson writes with brave assurance that makes the story a must read and marks him as an author to follow.'
STEWART FOSTER, Winner of Sainsbury’s Children’s Book of the Year and Observer debut author of 2014.

‘When I wasn't actually reading this book, I found myself thinking constantly about it. Real. Emotional. Powerful. A must-read for anyone who loves to lose themselves completely in a book.’ CLAUDIA CARROLL

PRAISE FOR S .D. ROBERTSON

‘Heart-achingly good, with laugh-out-loud moments’ THE SUN

‘One of those unique books that once read will truly stay with you for a lifetime.’ Compellingreads.co.uk

‘A sad, sweet, thought-provoking tale about the love and the bond between parents and children.’ Lovereading.co.uk

‘A strong contender for my favourite book of the year … Emotional, heart-warming, tragic, bittersweet, charming and very, very satisfying.’ Silver Thistle book blog

‘A beautiful well written heart-rending story about a father’s love for his daughter.’ ireadnovels

‘A tender, warm, and wonderfully written novel.’ Becca’s Books

‘An engaging, heartfelt and stunning read.’ A Spoonful of Happy Endings

About the author

Former journalist S.D. Robertson quit his role as a local newspaper editor to pursue a lifelong ambition of becoming a novelist. He lives in a village near Manchester with his wife and daughter and now writes full-time – and it’s safe to say the career move paid off! Stuart is a USA Today and Kindle Top 100 bestseller.