Dead Inside, Deep Inside

I'll be in a coffin sooner than I wanna be
If I don't get some shit to help me see
The struggles I'm gonna see.
I'm altering the free things
That are here for us all.
Life is a strife to let you ignore the fall.
I am an underachiever,
A false believer.
I am never home to receive my calls.
I'm sure we could reach a preacher to deceive us all.
Thank you for not thinking of me.
Remember the mind-bender
Beginning from me.
I'm bathing in a taking
That's sickening me,
Making me drunk