River's Remorse (Sanctuary Series Book 2‪)‬

River's Recruit, Book 1 of The Sanctuary Series: Free
River's Remorse, Book 2 of The Sanctuary Series
River's Revenge, Book 3 of The Sanctuary Series

River wakes up to the terrible realization that Jonathan is gone. She can't shift and has no will to live. It isn't until a shocking truth is revealed that she is able to consider life without him.