God, I Know... But Why‪?‬

How do you keep trusting God when loss keeps coming?

After one devastating loss after another, my faith was shaken, my heart was broken, and I found myself asking the question I was afraid to say aloud: God, I know You are good, but why?

This is the story of what happened inside my grief and how I slowly learned to trust God again without pretending the pain was gone.

God, I Know... But Why? A New Song in the Night is a deeply personal memoir about grief, faith, family, unanswered questions, and learning to recognize God's presence even when life does not make sense. Through devastating loss, moments of doubt, and a journey toward purpose, this story offers hope to anyone trying to hold onto faith while carrying heartbreak.