Forgive Me Lord

Milking cow's was my daily routine going to school and coming home from school. I grew up with the cows and made it my profession for 25 years. Later on in life I got involved with drugs and in doing so I fried my brain. I spent 30 years of my life either being locked up in mental institutions and incarnated in jails. Finally in the year of 1969 I became a born again Christian. After I was a Christian, I still wasn't obedient to his word. I found out one thing in serving the Lord (for 40 years) he doesn't tolerate spoiled and defiant children, because he chastises mighty hard.