You were my madness

"You told me you couldn't understand, but that you still love me the way I am... You looked me straight in the eye and then you started caressing me by taking my cold hands and looking at my eyes you said that you love me the way I am but that you still love me as I am, even if you can't understand. You told me that you feel the same way about me, you told me that you love me and that it took you a long time to accept this. You told me that when you take my cold hands and squeeze them you can feel the love I feel for you. You looked into my green eyes and told me that you have never seen anyone with eyes as green as mine". "I just hope they take your hands and understands your state when you will get lost again. I just hope you never get scared again when you will look ahead again and will try to look towards what is waiting for you again. I just hope that no one shakes your soul and heart at the same time, in the same way you did with me and then to leave you on a too big and too small road at the same time to then get lost in silence". "I felt special in your eyes, in your eyes I was always the best, in your eyes I was the right man for you that you would never have parted from. In your eyes, I was simply me, I was feeling special and wanted at the same time. Your eyes often trembled when I was telling you I love you, especially when I was taking you in my arms and hugged you very hard, you didn't say anything anymore, your words were wasted".