Inferno
A Memoir of Motherhood and Madness
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- USD 11.99
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- USD 11.99
Descripción editorial
A New York Times Book Review Editors’ Choice
"Inferno is a disturbing and masterfully told memoir, but it’s also an important one that pushes back against powerful taboos. . ." --The New York Times Book Review
"Explosive" --Good Morning America
"Sublime" --Bookpage (starred review)
When Catherine Cho and her husband set off from London to introduce their newborn son to family scattered across the United States, she could not have imagined what lay in store. Before the trip’s end, she develops psychosis, a complete break from reality, which causes her to lose all sense of time and place, including what is real and not real. In desperation, her husband admits her to a nearby psychiatric hospital, where she begins the hard work of rebuilding her identity.
In this unwaveringly honest, insightful, and often shocking memoir Catherine reconstructs her sense of self, starting with her childhood as the daughter of Korean immigrants, moving through a traumatic past relationship, and on to the early years of her courtship with and marriage to her husband, James. She masterfully interweaves these parts of her past with a vivid, immediate recounting of the days she spent in the ward.
The result is a powerful exploration of psychosis and motherhood, at once intensely personal, yet holding within it a universal experience – of how we love, live and understand ourselves in relation to each other.
PUBLISHERS WEEKLY
In an eerie, unsettling debut memoir about postpartum psychosis, Cho delves into her 2018 breakdown after the birth of her son, Cato. Cho started showing signs of distress when she and her husband, James, traveled from their home in London to visit James's parents in New Jersey and threw Cato a traditional Korean party to mark his 100 days of life. As James's overbearing parents questioned Cho about Cato ("Why wasn't he rolling yet?"), Cho began losing her grip: she started suspecting she was under surveillance, her son suddenly appeared to have "flashing red pupils," and she heard voices telling her, "Your son needs to die." Soon, Cho was involuntarily committed to a psych ward by doctors, where she bobbed in and out of lucidity, tore at her clothes, and saw demons during her 12 days there. The author spends little time on the science behind postpartum psychosis ("the reasons for postpartum psychosis aren't fully understood"), and punctuates her story with discussions of Korean culture and the pressure Korean families place on mothers and wives to be accommodating; her narrative culminates with Cho getting medicated, then tentatively reestablishing a physical bond with her son and accepting him as her own ("I remembered him... I was a mother again"). This piercing narrative about motherhood and a fraying human mind will slowly and creepily pull the reader in and leave a chill.
