No Tunnel of Light

Terrified, there she was in that black corner of what must be Hell, trying to remember everything she had ever read or been taught about lostness. What happened?? All she had been doing was everyday stuff. But it was so hot out in the yard trying to get a tan. She had started to feel sick.You always hear that laying in the hot sun could give a person heat exhaustion. Your blood pressure could probably make your thoughts race. Could she die like that? Had she been totally rejected for eternity? Could she ever get back?Couldnt you be forgiven, somehow?