THE HUMAN BEING … an actor having so many contradictory roles

We have the chance … but also the duty … to play lots of roles during this life time.
We like some of those roles… and maybe even adore it … but also dislike many of the things we have to do .. as actors on the stage of reality.
If i would analyse myself into an honest way … i would even dare to say that i played one million roles …. being an angel … but also many times … a devil.
Like all the others …. i’ve played so, so contradictory roles … that into the end … i would not even know how to define myself ….
So … was i a good person?!
Or was i … a bad person?!
Hmm …
The most ridiculous conclusion was that most probably i was a positive … but also a negative character on the stage of reality.
I was just dominated … by duality.
I had to accept it …. and also that there is no real definition for myself.
I was good … bad … neutral … and …
Every definition... could be true … or false … for myself.
And all i had to do was to accept that as part of the scenario called … my life.