The little bosses

Truth be told we don’t understand so well the world we live in.
And it’s not that we suffer of an absence of
intelligence… but because we don’t really have the ability to connect to the universe we are living in.
We don’t understand the people that are around us.
We can’t really understand their reactions …. their way of being … and in fact … almost nothing.
We live in here by so, so many years … but …
Well …. we don’t even understand ourselves either …
In times of calmness all looks ok … but the second a very little change appears in the parameters that define our lives … something is activated inside of us and we start to be dominated by energies … came from nowhere …
And we start to have all sorts of weird reactions.
All it’s clear … and we can see it’s not our … usual behaviour … or our usual personality… but it’s weird … observing all those new reactions.
We analyse … but can’t really understand what is going on.
It’s most probably… a hidden side of our personality… but even if we are conscious of everything… we can’t understand what is really going on.
… that’s maybe … the nice story … being conscious of some weird energies which are dominating our lives.
And i call it a nice story .. cause once we succeed to calm down … this side of our personality … fades little by little.
But many other energies are dominating our lives … and we are not even conscious of that.
We become into the end … totally dominated by those energies … acting like entities… defined only and only by their obsessions.
And we see so many examples like that near us ….
People dominate by … alcohol.
… or drugs.
… or the desire of eating … even if they lost control of their weight.
… or money.
… or sex …
… or work …
The list of obsessions is … infinite.
I look at the people from the stage of my life, but also at myself … and it’s like some little bosses are totally controlling life into one point.
I personally became conscious of it.
I know of their existence … and i’d love to define those weird entities that are dominating us … beyond the scene of reality.
Don’t know if i’ll succeed … but i’ll try …