CONNECTION ... NOT CONNECTIONS

4 questions kept repeating into my mind, for a long, long time ... and i've decided to write the book called "Connection ... not connections" .... as a reply ... first of all for myself.
Yes ... I prefer to write ... cause is a much better way to understand my perceptions.
.... and i already do it by a long time, all being soft of a self therapy ... defining all my thoughts... even if most of them are so, so contradictory...

The number one question is what the hell is this weird concept called ... connection?! ... and what is its meaning?!
Well ... more i think about it ... i become more and more confused.
I have moments when i believe i had found the real truth ... but also moments when i am just disappointed of my disability of penetrating deeper the secrets of life.
The only real thing that i know for sure ... is that the spiritual connection is the one that can help us ... get rid of all related with the illusory of life.

And going deeper .... seeing all sorts of connections ... i ask again ... what is a love story?!
What is its meaning?!
Why we feel so, so changed when we find that person which we call .... soulmate?!
What is happening with us ... while being into such a connection .... but also why the hell we realise into the end that all was illusory?!
I smile ... but ... again ... no matter what ideas would come into my mind ... i still feel that actually this is not really a path to follow.
And i'm writing that ... after personally testing all what i am saying ...

I continue my meditations and into my mind appears a much weird idea ... revealed by the people which are feeling good together ... but still after an experience of life ... after being involved into lots of relationships... knowing the fact that after a while .... even the most beautiful love story becomes boring .... and being realistic enough ... they start allowing themselves to practice the art of being a swinger.
And i will not bother to explain the concept... cause everyone knows it ... but it's probably a way of accepting... that we actually need to taste more than one energy.
They simple can't stay .... just in one connection... adoring to occasionally taste other souls too ...
The theory itself ... looks so, so weird.
... and immoral of course.
But ... on the other hand ... can be accepted consciously... or ... by force ...
Cause ... yes ... cheating is not immoral ... but a simple result of the fact the energy of the connection with the partner ... is not anymore all we wanted ... and actually needed for having the soul fulfilled with beautiful vibes.
So ... i could even say that the swingers are actually... wise persons.
Many would judge me ... for saying such a thing ... but ...