The ILUSSION of the emotional

in front of the emotional ... i become blind.
Many times ... i have no idea how to react ... or by contrary ... i over react.
Extremely stupid.
But ... still ... i have an addiction for the subject cause it
helped me a lot to get rid of that zombie status i had for so many years into the row.
So ... i try to smile.
I analyse and define ... lots of those episodes from my life ... and into the end writing about it ... i just laugh.
I understand but also accept ... my absurdity.
And ... i do all my best to not deny it anymore.
Also ... when i feel overwhelmed of the emotions ...
especially if it's an emotional balance with a large spectrum of contradictory vibes ... i try to stop the time ... and convince myself ... that i must never forget that all is just ... an illusion.
So ... if you're confused in front of reality ... and want to not feel alone ... come with me to enjoy a philosophical journey to pathless paths.