The Tangle of Meanings
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Great Dams Inside
Someone built great dams in my mind,
Thoughts built up and flooded back into
All the tributaries and open spaces inside
In the alcoholic ward the doctors and
Nurses treated my disease
Opened blockages, worked on my
Years in the making, settled in
Raise the dams slowly, loosened up
Rivers of thought and poetry
Art and words breaking like winter
Ice on a frozen river, the spring thaw
Is on and this is what I see
Flowing out of me, knowing now
Drugs cloud and silt and flood the mind
And God set me free
Knowing I’m Not the Only One
We were playing with her little dog outside who took my
Treats at a distance, nervous and fearful of me
“It takes a long time for her to warm up and trust anyone”
I laughed “I’m like that too”
She whispered “Me too”
And we looked at each other and smiled at this big truth shared,
Over such a little thing
Feeling a little less out of place in the world
Sometimes so strange in my own skin trying to understand
Why I am the way I am, often not meeting my own expectations
About how I should be
It helps knowing I’m not the only one
Someone Cut a Hole in My Head
Someone cut a hole in my head
Took out my self-confidence
My faith that I am worthy of love and self-respect
I do not know how to get it back
That big hole inside my head
Perhaps this is my lot in life
Just when I thought I was getting well
II
it comes and goes
waxes and wanes
tidal shift high and low and in between
never steady and exact
so who allowed the low tide to fool me again?
the ocean is on its way back
there are holes in my head
Patience
self-confidence is coming back