Holy Shit, There Is a God!: A Journey Through Numbing Out, Waking up, and Choosing In (Unabridged‪)‬

What happens when the “perfect” prescribed life becomes a beautiful prison?

For fifteen years, Camille Love Nichols numbed herself to fit a life she was prescribed—faithful, filtered, and quietly falling apart. Until one holy-shit moment cracked her open and lit a fire she couldn't ignore.

Holy Shit, There Is a God! is the raw, hilarious, and ultimately hopeful story of one woman's journey from spiritual suffocation to authentic faith. Part memoir, part spiritual guide, it offers practical tools for anyone tired of living someone else's version of faith, success, or happiness.

Camille shows us how to trust our inner compass, heal without burning everything down, and live authentically within imperfect systems and relationships. Whether you're questioning your beliefs, walking through grief, battling burnout, or just tired of faking “fine,” this book offers something deeper than answers—it offers truth. Not the kind handed to you but the kind that rises up from within.

You're not broken. You're remembering. And once you see the Light, you can't unsee it.