Scarred Scarred


    • 4.4 • 68 Ratings
    • $19.99

    • $19.99

Publisher Description

The shocking and subversive memoir of a 12-year-NXIVM-member-turned-whistleblower, and her inspiring true story of abuse, escape, and redemption.

"Master, would you brand me? It would be an honor."Scarred follows actress Sarah Edmondson's account of her recruitment into the NXIVM cult, founded by Keith Raniere. It narrates in detail the 12 years she spent within the organization, during which she enrolled over 2,000 members, chronicling her breaking point and her harrowing fight to get out, help others, and heal.

• Complete with personal photographs, this tell-all follows Sarah from the moment she takes her first NXIVM seminar, to the invitation she accepts from her best friend, Lauren Salzman, into DOS—a "secret sisterhood" within the cult—to her journey toward becoming a key witness in the federal case against its founders.
• Readers will learn how cults like NXIVM get started, why people get involved (and stay), and the importance of whistleblowers who bring light to illegal and unethical practices.
• Sarah Edmondson is a Canadian actress and playwright who has starred in the CBS series Salvation and more than 12 films for the Hallmark Channel and Lifetime. She is featured in the CBC podcast Uncover: Escaping NXIVM and The Vow, the upcoming HBO documentary series on NXIVM.

Scarred isn't just about NXIVM. It is also a story about abuses of power, the role female friendships play in cults, and how sometimes the search to be "better" can override everything else.

• A thrilling read for fans of true crime and cults, as well as listeners of podcasts like My Favorite Murder and Up and Vanished.
• Great for fans of Troublemaker: Surviving Hollywood and Scientology by Leah Remini, Escape by Carolyn Jessop, Beyond Belief by Jenna Miscavige Hill, and Bad Blood by John Carreyrou.
• Evokes questions about friendship, ethics, good and evil, making it a perfect selection for book clubs.

Audio edition read by the author.

Biographies & Memoirs
Sarah Edmondson
hr min
September 17
Chronicle Books

Customer Reviews

PurpleKandles ,


I am so glad Sarah woke up and exposed NXIVM for what it was. I hope she got that scar removed or altered in some way to get that sociopaths initials off of her.

BeofMe ,

“Let them hear”

If you are beginning to question your “faith”, the lessons this woman conveys through her story will help you to begin your observation without a veil of blind obedience. If you go to a small church, mega church, spiritual group of any kind…this is a “must” read. If you have children, you must read. What will happen is you will begin to see the correlation with abuse from those we seek to soothe our aching souls. To quote a piece of fiction “to those with ears, let them hear”.
Thank you Sara for sharing your story❤️

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