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Publisher Description

Where does a moderately popular internet star who never leaves her house look for potential suitors? Online. Tinder, Bumble, Match.com, OkCupid—I tried them all. My thirty-one-year-old self clicked and swiped her little heart out, leading to more dates than I could count, and more disappointment than I was prepared for.

Maybe you can relate. Maybe you know all too well the perils of modern dating. But let’s say, eventually, you meet someone. You think to yourself, “Wow, they’re perfect! Take me off the market, put a ring on it, knock me up, the whole enchilada, because they are ‘the one.’” Let’s also say that they “feel the same way” about you. Your life starts to make sense! All the pain, heartbreak, and frustration from past failed relationships was worth it. Slow clap.

That’s how I felt about Milos. He was from Europe, a doctor, wealthy, athletic. He had an accent and a dog. Milos was textbook marriage material.

For him it was “love at first sight,” but for me, it was “anxiety on every date.”

Something was telling me to run—but for two years, the only running I did was straight into his arms.

If only I would have listened.

This isn’t a love story.

It’s my story of survival.

December 4
Post Hill Press
Smashwords, Inc.

Customer Reviews

BrittieG ,

Brilliant writing

I love Brittani’s writing style, it is like you are talking to a close friend. This was so well executed! I read it in a mere 2 days, I just loved it! I know this was a true story of her life and experience with a crazy man, but I hope she writes more books. Highly recommend!

AlyssaLovesApple ,


This is by far one of my favorite non fiction books. It’s insane that this is true and it very captivating. I finished it less than 48 hours 😂 I applaud the author for staying strong for herself and her son!

crisiis ,

Your a strong woman

Very strong and brave ❤️