Absorbed of ... parallel realities

I've written the book "Absorbed of ... parallel realities" as a way of trying to understand my own life.
So ... i've did all my best to reveal ... the truth which i can't really say to the people knowing me for real.
It's not that i am ashamed of my immorality ... cause i am
not.
Not anymore.
So ... short story ... adoring duality ... being in fact addicted to it, i've started to connect with more and more women.
Experiencing the concept of parallel realities ... every single day.
Unfortunately ... becoming confused.
Also confusing for all those women ... but adoring to taste those vibes every day ... i've allowed all to continue.
Doing all my best not to mix reality 1 ... with reality 2 or 3 ... or 4 etc etc ... and ending up asking myself which is the real one?!
Being so unclear.
It was like i was living parallel lives ... into the same time.
And ... it's not that i am proud of what i was doing ... but at least for me this was the best way to understand what are the parallel worlds.
Enjoying it.
Playing with the fire ... but not necessarily becoming aware of the consequences of my actions ... and ...
So ... i am just revealing my weird perceptions.
My story.
In fact ... my secret stories.
Funny ... interesting ... but also pathetic love stories.
The illusion.
Or better said ... my private collection of beautiful illusions.
Of course ... all is continuing even today.
I know is toxic everything what i am doing ... but it's ok.
I consider it ... an experiment.
The one of being and feeling so profoundly ... alive.