The aspect of the channeling of events has occurred as a resemblance to having ears yet not hearing. To being blind to the schemes, to now seeing the end of the processing because of progressiveness. From nurturing and preparing for the greatness, to having been dropped and escaping fears and attacks. Running from the presumed death experiences of jealousies, the murder of the heart, and envy. Having to lose your mantle, the place of respect and authority yet desiring to have another's. From your innocence and your youthfulness to the new birthing comes your conformity in the seasoned matured state of your being. The misunderstandings were the lameness in yours and others feet. Many of us will walk or have walked in a manner that was crippling to our mentality and neither in a strideful faith nor a pressed obedience.
As the restitution of regrets ran its course, sitting now at the table of the King being served by his cup bearers has brought such honor, because of the God I serve. Relieve and release yourself from the ghostly shadows of reproach through complete surrender to God's love. Forgive yourself and others of those disabling inhibitions. Learning to forgive those who dropped you will be a process. Continue in the expression of loving yourself by walking on the straight successful path with restored hinds' feet. The healing process has been setting your stage to forward. A persistence to do what is expected is a matter of living life to the fullest or a mere existence unto unfulfillment, being without fruitfulness will be your lot in life.