Blue Fingers Brass Knuckles

Ever since I was diagnosed with Multiple Sclerosis in 1987 at the young age of 17, I had to learn to "depend" on others instead of being "Ms. Independent". I would have never gotten through my exacerbations (attacks) as easily if it weren't for my courageous, strong & inspiring Mom Georgia who helped me get through day-today life with the "simple" things we all take for granted in our lives. I remember back when I was in high school, thinking I was really heavy. All the kids used to laugh at me and call me names like: "thunder thighs", "lard ass", "big ass"...you name it they called me it. I was embarrassed when it was P.E. time, I didn't want to put those skimpy little shorts on, you know the ones back in the 80's that barely covered your butt cheeks. My thighs stuck out a mile; and I tried covering them up by tying a jacket or shirt around my waste so it would hang over my thighs. I couldn't run easily because of my weight and asthma. The other kids used to tease me, laugh at me and I felt like such an outcast. I hated being me. I hated the fact I inherited the "fat" gene and that no matter what new diet I tried, I would lose a few pounds and put it right back on, plus some.During my "honeymoon" period (first 6 months after surgery) I had to learn a new eating "lifestyle". It was definitely a learning process, that's for sure. Once I was able to eat solid foods, I had to try different things to see what my new pouch would tolerate. My surgeons warned me that certain foods might cause "dumping", which is rapid gastric emptying, also known as dumping syndrome. The total weight I actually lost was 155 pounds!!Researchers are finding that 30% of weight loss surgery patients have stopped overeating - but wind up acquiring a new compulsive disorder such as alcoholism, gambling addiction, compulsive shopping, drugs, promiscuity or started smoking. Some psychologists describe it as a type of "addiction transfer"; an outcome of substance-abuse treatment where the patient swaps one compulsive behavior for another. The behavior has long been explained as a psychological phenomenon as patients seek new strategies for filling an inner void.Within 1 month of me having gastric bypass surgery my Endocrinologist asked me to come in for testing for the lumps in my neck. He referred me to a specialist who will conduct biopsies. When I went in to see my Endo, she informed me that I have Thyroid Cancer (malignant) and I will have to have a surgery called a Total Thyroidectomy.On August 3rd, I saw my Hematologist. He went over my blood work and informed me that my blood levels are low and that a blood transfusion would help me feel better. I would notice a difference within 2-3 days. He also told me my Iron levels were extremely low and I will need to have Iron Infusions every day for the first week, then weekly. Then as time goes by, he'll adjust how often I get the Iron (based on my weekly lab results). My B-12 levels were also extremely low, so I will start B-12 shots weekly at first, then go to monthly thereafter.