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Publisher Description

WINNER, 2019 Next Generation Indie Books (Memoir: Overcoming Adversity)
SILVER MEDAL, 2019 IBPA Ben Franklin Awards, Best New Voice (Nonfiction)
FINALIST, 2019 National Indie Excellence Awards (for Memoir and Regional Nonfiction: The West)


From the outside, Vanya’s childhood looked idyllic: she rode horses with her father in the solitude of the Sierra Nevada Mountains and attended flamboyant operas with her mother in the city. But life for Vanya and her family turned dark when ghosts from her father’s service on a Pacific destroyer in World War II tore her family apart.


Set in postwar California, this is the story of a girl who tried to make sense of her parents’ unpredictable actions—from being left to lie in her own blood-soaked diaper while her Christian Scientist mother prayed, refusing to get medical help to watching her father writhe on his bed in the detox ward, his hands and feet tethered with leather straps—by immersing herself in the beauty and solitude of the wilderness around her. It was only decades later, when memories began to haunt her, that Vanya was able to look back with unflinching honesty and tender compassion for her family and herself. In this elegant, haunting narrative, Erickson invites us to witness it all—from the gripping, often disturbing, truths of her childhood to her ultimate survival.

GENRE
Nonfiction
RELEASED
2018
August 21
LANGUAGE
EN
English
LENGTH
192
Pages
PUBLISHER
She Writes Press
SELLER
Ingram DV LLC
SIZE
8.5
MB

Customer Reviews

Pinballali ,

Poignant and compelling

A very moving recounting of a daughter’s seemingly unreciprocated love for her complex and disturbed father. A revealing yet compassionate retelling of family dynamics with each family member accorded center stage at times. I loved reading it, immersing myself in the beautiful writing, which is marred, however by hasty editing. Even so, I lost myself in the story.