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Publisher Description

When Theodore Davenport decides to switch his mundane job for a career, he walks into Holden House Publishing with enthusiasm and determination to succeed. As he settles into his new role, makes new friends, and dreams of making it to the top, everything is going to plan.

Until he meets James Holden, CEO of Holden House.

James Holden hasn’t been able to stop thinking about his encounter with the timid man he met in a club bathroom last week, and when he discovers the one haunting his dreams is an employee, he can’t seem to stop himself from pursuing him.

Just a little fun - that’s what James tells himself. He can’t afford to care for someone who can never reciprocate, not once they find out who he really is. James believes nobody deserves the burden of being attached to him. He’s a complicated man. Damaged. Difficult. Demanding.


Is Theodore strong enough to confront James’ demons? More importantly, is James?

(MM romance intended for readers over 18 years of age due to language, sexual content, and sensitive themes)

February 28
Nicola Haken
Nicola Wall

Customer Reviews

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Comprehending … HOW … to repair a broken angel …

Prepare your self … a forewarning … when entering the pages of this wonderful story … about falling unconditionally in love … with two uniquely different types of individuals … thirty-two year old handsome sophist aced, James Holden, who is living with and hiding his “broken” mental secrets … and twenty-six year old cute bundle of energy, Theodore Davenport, floundering in his life course direction … neither James nor Theodore knowing nor understanding the other … thrust into a questionable relationship after their first brief encounter in a night-club-dance-bar’s men’s rest-room-toilet closet! Their instant attraction to each other intensifies when each of their libido’s warning signals, intuition-senses, dictating red flared mental warnings - avoidance - unlike two moths attracted to a night camp-flaming fire - to crash, to burn, to incinerate any potential relationship!

Author Nikola Haken develops a highly intense dramatic romance-love story … a gripping series of situations; for James and Theodore to realize, a recognization in each other - that each may delve into a future beyond friendships; maybe, even more, together, potential lovers; breaking down mental and physical barriers in age, social difference and circumstances.

The warning alarm signals between their descriptive and deceptive relationships … is a subtle thread - through-out the story, threatening a tragic horrific twist in their destiny. Loyalty, bonding unconditionally in love, a healing decision in mental consciousness.

Pain is inevitable. Suffering is optional …
“The mind is life’s most powerful tool … and the most fragile!”

Suffering, too many pieces broken, to mend, no need to repair! Exhausted, finished!
It’s over …
Peace and contentment, freedom …
…. I love you …...
No tears to shed … afterwards …

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