Collusion
Young Girls Becomes a Dancer, A
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Publisher Description
Starting at age 12, Evan Zimrothput herself into the hands of her ballett master, who introduced himself by asking but a simple question: -Do you want to be a great dancer?' Answeing yes meant that she was ready to give up a normal life-boys, family, pop music, hamburgers, homework- for a life dedicated to technical perfection and lived under the watchful eye of a demanding and tempermental man, who became parent, teacher, and idol all at once. Told from the refreshing perspective of the -real' world (unlike the memoirs of famous ballerinas), Collusion describes the secret llife of ballet. Free of conventional moral judgements, it tells of possession and surrender, of the bond between a young girl and an older man.
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Novelist and poet Zimroth (Gangsters) recounts her days as an adolescent ballet student and her masochistic relationship with her teacher, F., a famous Russian dancer. The story itself is compelling. F.'s treatment of Zimroth alternates between special kindness (taking her into his office to show her photographs of himself as a young dancer) and particular cruelty (F. hits Zimroth with his cane hard enough to leave bruises). Even without a demanding, often physically abusive instructor like F., serious early ballet study comes off sounding painful and self-punishing: Zimroth describes how to break in pointe shoes and confesses that for years she kept her first pair--caked on the inside with dried blood--as a souvenir. The book's weakness lies in its lack of factual explanation. When Zimroth was 13, her parents insisted on pulling her out of ballet school because of her poor grades. When she reported this to F., he told her she would have to choose between him and her parents. Zimroth chose her teacher but doesn't explain how she got around her parents' original demand. In a similar vein, Zimroth uses a disturbing yet unconvincing framing device in which she compares her relationship with F. to a sexual experience (confusingly, she introduces this as a rape, then immediately recants). Still, Zimroth's memoir is an interesting backstage look at the seamier side of an art form, and it raises interesting questions about artists and mentors and the personal price of success.
