Dear Mum

I don’t know, but a part of me longs for you that I even imagine what life can bring forth. Life at times throws things at us, that we cant even block. If only just once I could see you again, so I did say my goodbyes and if only I knew this day would come. I have spent sleepless nights drowning and thinking this is all just one big nightmare I am about to wake up from. What is love, without the one’s that you love the most.

Love has defined what my heart cannot compose, sad memories that I cannot comfort myself to. This is no ordinary feeling, this feels like I have been stabbed a couple of times though I still live. I wanted to write you letters, but this isn't a good way to start writing for you when you are gone...